alternative medicine for losing weight

I tried to do the pilate exercise and I think Im not losing some weight. Im still at 250 lbs. I am so obsessed with food but every time I look in the mirror it makes me feel so disappointed on myself. I did want lose weight but can't help to eat and eat more food, I also use all kinds of method on diet like keto, vegetarian, vegan etc. but it won’t work because of my eagerness to eat foods. So, I began to research what can help me on losing my weight and to lose appetite and I saw this <!--td {border: 1px solid #ccc;}br {mso-data-placement:same-cell;}-->http://www.ilovegrowingmarijuana.com/why-your-leaves-are-turning-yellow-part-4/ . A report from The American Journal of Medicine explains that regular marijuana use was associated with lower levels of fasting insulin and smaller waist circumference. Cbd and thc are also new to me and I don't even smoke. Alternatively, they've also found new ways to infuse cannabis on food and beverages. If this is true I can't find any solid conclusive evidence that speaks to its efficacy. Any personal experience or testimonial would be highly appreciated. Thanks